Just weeks after moving into my Crieve Hall home in Nashville, I celebrated with a Christmas brunch in my Florida room for three of my cheerleaders. Jane and I married Connelly brothers, had children, and divorced. We made a commitment to foster a family connection among our children and continued to encourage each other over the years. When I took a consulting job in Nashville in mid-2001, Jane hosted me at her home those first weeks while I was commuting between my South Carolina home and Nashville, encouraged me in my demanding new job downtown. Earleen was a longtime friend in Columbia, South Carolina, who continued to cheer me on with long phone visits and then came to Nashville to celebrate my new home. And for 13 months before I bought this house, Kay and her husband John (my nephew) let me live with their family. It was a wonderful season of building a deeper relationship with them—all the more meaningful after John died in early 2004.
This photo represents the beginning of a new chapter for me—and really for all of us. Now almost twenty years later, we have all added a few more chapters to our stories. Some have been joyful—Jane’s remarriage and blending their two families, we’ve all celebrated more weddings of children and births of grandchildren, three of us have retired. We have grieved over deaths, divorces and other losses. Today I know I could pick up the phone and call any one of these three strong and brave women and receive encouragement and love. And if they called me, it would be the same.
It’s strange to have nephews older than you are. When I was born, my two nephews Farrell and George were already well established in the family. I’m sure they didn’t quite know what to make of the new baby girl up on the hill at their grandfather’s home. Over the next decades, we grappled with questions of kinship—and I loved spending time especially with George.
It seemed we were both “misfits” and didn’t quite blend into the Eaves family. We both loved music and books and being thought of as different. We both played the piano—but he was much more accomplished. Eventually he played the organ and harpsichord. When I married, I requested that he play the organ at my wedding. He agreed—only if I let him select all the music, which I did. I didn’t recognize much of my wedding music but thought It was perfect.
He first thought he would be a medical doctor, but after a semester, wisely decided that wasn’t his field. He earned a Ph.D. in Medical Microbiology and had a long and successful career at the National Institutes of Health. Over the years we usually had an annual visit around Christmas when we both visited Athens. After my divorce, he gave me helpful advice on pursuing a career in health care.
He always had a passion for antiques and the arts. Suffering burnout after his years in the DC area, he surprised everyone by retiring to Savannah. He bought and renovated his first home in the historic district there in 1992 and by 2006, the second home he renovated was featured in an impressive spread in The Architectural Digest.
We reconnected in 1999 when his father died, and the following spring he invited me to come to Savannah for a visit. There were daily organ concerts at various historic churches that week which we enjoyed. He took me to his favorite antique galleries, to some of Savannah’s fine restaurants and to the beach at Tybee Island. “Do you mind if I introduce you around town as my cousin? This aunt thing is just too hard to explain,” he said. Cousin it was.
His home was the most elegant I’ve ever seen—with his amazing collection of Chinese porcelain, Biedermeier furniture, an oculus, a harpsichord, and a gorgeous walled garden. He said it would all be auctioned off by Christie’s Antiques after his death.
He seemed more relaxed—and we spent many hours sharing family stories, some happy and some sad. He had stopped smoking years before, but told me not to be alarmed if I smelled smoke after I went to my room. He allowed himself one solitary cigarette before going to bed. And he told friends if he should be hit by a bus, not to call 911—just give him that last cigarette!
During those few days, I felt that I saw his heart more clearly than ever before. Much that was always unspoken in the family. It was a lovely visit to his world. And then he closed the door. It was almost as if he regretted being so open. I’m glad I got that glimpse into the real George.
A car was something practical and useful to Harriett. When she was a widow working at Miller’s Department Store, she and her father bought their first automobile—a Model A Ford. It was much more convenient than the horse and buggy! After she married Arley, he selected the cars—from Buick Eights to Dodges. Harriett got her chance to choose a new car after he died in 1953—and she decided the new Plymouth Fury was just right.
First came the 1956 black and white version with those amazing fins—and an amazing new feature: push button driving! By 1962, Harriett decided she needed an update. She stuck with Plymouth Fury, choosing a white four-door sedan—and it still had the push button drive feature. Gone were the fins but there was an abundance of chrome trim.
The top photo shows Harriett posing with her new car in front of her home in Athens—the bottom photo is Harriett 25 years later with that same car in front of my home in Columbia, South Carolina. Both the Fury and Harriett have aged well!
She babied her car—and lovingly washed it on her carport every week. She always kept the gas tank filled, changed the oil regularly and only let one mechanic touch it. Mooney went to our church and she knew him to be honest and reliable. Once her car wouldn’t start and he came out to check her battery. When he looked under the hood, he couldn’t believe how clean the engine was and commented on it. “Oh, I wash it every week,” Harriett said.
She didn’t drive long distances but her car took a couple of big trips. She rode to Houston, Texas with the Connellys for Tom’s graduation when he got his doctorate at Rice University—then stayed on to visit for a month. My sister Tootsie and sister-in-law Katie drove from Athens to Houston in the Fury and took Harriett home.
In her late 80s, Harriett was spending most of the time with us in South Carolina—and the Fury was sitting home alone on the carport. It still looked good except some of the interior was a bit tattered—and only had about 30,000 miles on the odometer. Patrick was getting his driver’s license and itching to have his own car to drive.
And so the idea was born—two of my coworkers at the hospital would drive me to Athens and I’d drive the Fury back to its new home in South Carolina. Patrick could drive the Fury—and Harriett could see it parked in front of the house every day. We had a great time on the trip back with me driving the Fury. No air conditioning, and the engine ran hot driving over the mountains. It took a few hours longer than usual but we made it!
For several years Patrick and the Fury cruised around Irmo. He got stopped by the cops often because the car was so unusual—and they told him it had too many tail lights. So he put tape over a few of the lights and kept going. Then it became less suitable and he was going to get a new car.
Sadly we needed to find the Fury a new home. I put an ad in the newspaper and soon got a call from a staffer at a local television station. He had just accepted a new job at a station in Seattle and said he had a wild idea. Why not buy a car that was manufactured the year he was born and drive it to Seattle? The 1962 Fury met the bill—he took it for a spin, had a mechanic look it over, and sealed the deal. Harriett was now a semi-invalid spending most of her time in an improvised bedroom in my dining room. She was sad to hear the Fury was leaving but understood the practicality of it. “Just think, Mother,” I said. “You can’t take a trip but your Fury is going on a cross-country adventure!” She smiled through her tears. Patrick and I often wondered if he made it to Seattle safely.
Why would anyone save this dark photo? Our family didn’t take many photos—not a single one for any Christmas—but for some strange reason there are multiple copies of this one. We were living in the “log house” on Decatur Pike then and my sister Tootsie lived across the road in the “brick house.” Her two older sons Jerry and Joe were my constant playmates. When I was six, they were 4 and 5. On this day, we were playing in their front yard, and Tootsie took the picture.
Maybe she wanted to document that little Sally wasn’t always neat and clean, prim and proper. I was obviously perfectly happy to be barefoot, with my braids falling and in a less than fancy skirt and blouse. Some years ago at an Eaves family reunion, my niece Pat laughed about how she and Jerry loved playing pranks and roughhousing but didn’t include “goody two shoes” Sally.
My parents did expect me to be a “little lady” and my mother loved sewing dresses for me and struggled to curl my straight blonde hair. I was expected to look and act the part. And then I was Jerry and Joe’s aunt—well, half-aunt to be precise—and that role required some bossiness and dignity. It was complicated.
I love this photo because in it I look like a regular kid—a bit of an urchin—a barefoot hillbilly. I’m sure Dolly Parton has quite a few photos of herself looking much like Sally at six. Just a little Tennessee girl being herself—and loving every minute of it.
Harriett had never met a Catholic sister until Sister Mary Leo became her dear friend. I was a department head at Providence Hospital in Columbia, South Carolina for over a decade. Mother increasingly was spending more time at my home as her health declined, and she had a number of inpatient stays at Providence.
The Sisters of Charity of St. Augustine from Richfield, Ohio, ventured south to establish Providence in the late 1930’s. My son Patrick was one of the last babies born there, as they closed their OB-GYN service and moved into cardiovascular services. By the 1980’s, Providence was the top heart hospital in the state.
Each evening at the end of visiting hours, one of the Sisters would pray over the intercom—“Keep watch, dear Lord, with those who work, or watch, or weep this night, and give your angels charge over those who sleep.” During the day, Sister Mary Leo would make her way down the halls from room to room, visiting those patients who wanted to talk or pray or just be seen. She came to Harriett’s bedside one day—and a loving friendship began.
Sister Mary Leo was very short with severely bowed legs that made walking difficult. Her voice was soft and shy. As the hospital’s Pastoral Care program became more sophisticated, she was sometimes considered irritating and not well qualified.
But Harriett—and many other patients– loved her. Because she too was suffering. Because she would sit silently by her bedside, just holding her hand. Because she would kiss her and call her “Mother Eaves.” Love doesn’t need words, special training, or an impressive physical appearance. Sometimes touch and presence are enough to bring healing and hope.
We first met when we were four years old and we lived near each other most of the time through high school. Just two weeks older than I, she was a slender brunette with a heart-shaped face and big brown eyes, shy and soft-spoken.
Her family seemed to lead a charmed life. Her parents, Walter and Dorothy, were much younger than mine. They were quite modern—and even slept in twin beds! Walter had his own shop where he made beautiful handcrafted furniture. My father, who was manager of the Athens Table Factory, admired Walter’s craftmanship and had him make us a handsome walnut corner china cabinet which I still have.
Their house always felt more elegant than ours—they even had wall to wall carpeting. And a television set! My father, convinced it would ruin my good grades, vetoed television at our house. But on Mondays, I would go home with Barbara after school, eat supper with them and watch the I Love Lucy hit show. Barbara also had a little sister—Libby, a beauty with platinum blond curls and big brown eyes—and we adored her. They also had “fancy” house dog—a cocker spaniel (our dogs were mutts and were required to stay outside most of the time). Most amazing of all to me, every year her family left the day after Christmas to drive to Florida for a whole week. What a dream!
We went to the oldest, poorest elementary school in Athens—North City School and then on to McMinn County High School. We were the last ones to get on the school bus during high school and always had to stand packed in the aisle. The football players all rode our bus and fights were the norm. We held our own. There were piano lessons and recitals at our music teacher’s home. There were weekend overnights at each other’s home. After school we sometimes went to the downtown drugstore on the square for pineapple sundaes or to a movie at the Strand Theater.
Barbara was more social than I in high school and went to the school dances with a date. The Baptist-dominated city leaders relaxed a ban on school dances midway through our high school years. But my church held firm in condemning the evils of dancing and I didn’t go.
After graduation, we went our separate paths to college—visiting when we came home to see our parents. When I married a year after college, I asked Barbara to be a bridesmaid. She still seemed like my first best friend. She was in the throes of a breakup with a hometown boy and at the last minute, said she couldn’t make it to the rehearsal. But the next day she showed up at the church in her apricot bridesmaid dress and joined my college friends in my wedding party.
We had infrequent contact after that. She moved to Atlanta, worked in a medical laboratory and married a doctor. They had three children and he practiced medicine in Gainesville. After my divorce, I went there for a job interview and we got together. She took me to dinner at their country club and talked about their good life and her volunteer work. Again, her life looked perfect.
When we were children, she told me about her mother’s uncle who was dying of Huntington’s Disease. This hereditary illness is incurable and over years, the nerve cells in the brain break down causing increasing disability. Woody Guthrie died of this disease, and so did Barbara’s mother Dorothy and eventually, Barbara.
Somehow it doesn’t seem right to throw away an old photograph—especially if someone went to a studio to have it made and then sent it across country to family members. Tom and I often rummaged through small antique stores in Tennessee, Mississippi and Texas where we would see boxes with stacks of discarded family photographs. Occasionally we bought a few that were particularly interesting. I have many unidentified family pictures that I can’t bear to discard. As they lie quietly on a shelf behind closed cabinet doors, I wonder if they whisper, “I have such an interesting story to tell!”
Today I’m looking at this image of a young man who inscribed his name—T.S.Dodd—on the back of this studio photograph probably sometime in the 1880’s. Andrew Rockstead was an Illinois photographer who had a Mount Carroll studio during the 1880’s.
Dodd sent his photo from Mt. Carroll, Illinois, to relatives in Tennessee—either to his cousin Evalee Ensminger Cate (my maternal grandmother) or perhaps to her mother. My mother only recalled two things about him—he was a first cousin of her mother’s and he once went to the Philippines, which she described as a journey of six months by boat.
The first surprise is that he was in Illinois. We had quite a few family members migrating from East Tennessee to Texas, California and even Kansas before 1900—but I’ve never heard of anyone going to Illinois. Yet T. S. Dodd apparently did.
T. S. Dodd looks quite dapper. Apparently bow ties were introduced in the mid-1880’s and he’s adapted the new style. The pattern on his tie isn’t clear—almost but not quite polka dots. And the top of his jacket seems very high—with a distinctive cross stitch in the buttonholes.
Now about that voyage to the Philippines. The Philippine-American War took place from 1889 to 1902, with about 4,300 American soldiers dying (1,500 from combat, the others from disease). Could T. S. Dodd have had this photograph made before he left for war in the Philippines? Something to remember him by in case he didn’t return? Did he come home? There doesn’t seem to be any other reason a young man from a small town in Illinois would travel to the Philippines at that time.
T. S. Dodd, I like your style! I hope you lived to have many adventures. If you did come home safely from war, I am sure you never forgot your experiences and those months at sea.
Just inside that window on the left is where I first saw the light of day—on a warm Sunday in January. I should have been born in the local hospital—but the doctor who delivered me couldn’t get hospital privileges. He wasn’t incompetent—but he was refused privileges because he had a diagnosis of epilepsy. When the family doctor told my mother she couldn’t carry a baby and would need surgery to correct a “tipped uterus,” she looked elsewhere for help. She heard of a new doctor in town and Dr. Harrison told her he thought she could carry her baby to term—but it would be a home delivery. She took the risk—and he not only delivered me that Sunday afternoon, he kickstarted my life when I didn’t immediately start breathing on my own.
Our house was on a street named for my father—on the second highest hill in town. The sprawling white structure had been expanded over the years as my father’s first family grew. He and my mother lived there after their marriage and I spent most of my first decade in this house. I loved the mimosa and maple trees, the mysterious covered cistern where we played, the sharp bend in the street at our yard’s edge, my bedroom, the sunroom, and my mother’s rose garden.
Of all the houses I lived in while growing up, this is the only one still standing. I drove by it three years ago—still well-kept, sprawling, and on the hill on Eaves Street in Athens.
Most of all, I loved the view surrounding our house—a circle of mountains. My Eaves brothers called it Mount Sinai. And for the first few years of my life, I actually thought those mountains were at the edge of the world. If you went over the mountains, you fell off the earth. Everything I knew or loved or wanted was here. It was home.
At 10, I was a mini-adult—much preferring to talk with the grown-ups to playing with my classmates. Oneida was a sweet, red-haired girl from “the country” who went to work in my father’s office at the Athens Table Company after graduating from high school. I enjoyed talking with her—and she became like a “big sister” to me. She would sometimes come home with Daddy after work on Friday and spend the night with us. We would stay up all hours talking—about our dreams, about her boyfriend Jack, about our families.
One day she told me that she’d found out she was to have a week’s paid vacation from work—her first. She well knew that my parents didn’t really take vacations—and that I’d never gone on a trip except to visit relatives. “How would you like to go with me on a trip?” she asked. “And you can decide where we will go.”
I spent a few weeks looking at maps—and came up with my top choice: Washington, D.C. It sounded perfect.
My parents were skeptical because Oneida had never traveled before. Finally, Daddy said we could go if my half-sister Tootsie “chaperoned.” She was a 29-year-old war widow with three sons—and they lived in a garage apartment adjacent to our home. He and Mother would keep the boys—and pay her way. Of course, she hadn’t ever traveled either, but at least she was older.
I spent a month or so planning our itinerary. I ordered maps and travel brochures, read up on all the guided tours of Washington—and had each of our seven-day trips scheduled full. We consulted my half-brother Easy, who was an FBI agent during the J. Edgar Hoover era and had some contacts in Washington.
We would go by train—leaving Athens late on an August Saturday afternoon and arriving in Washington early Sunday morning. We made reservations at the Raleigh Hotel (corner of 12th Street, N.W. and Pennsylvania Avenue). Finally the day came and we three “country bumpkins”—10, 19 and 29– headed off to our nation’s capital for the first time.
As the train rolled into the city, I was enthralled at my first glimpses of the skyline–so many marble buildings I recognized! We checked off everything on my itinerary that week—even taking a boat on the Potomac to visit Mount Vernon and a bus tour of the U.S. Naval Academy in Annapolis. The hotel wasn’t air conditioned and the temperatures were scorching. It seemed that all the glistening marble buildings just made everything hotter.
One day we visited the U.S. Capitol—and it was awe-inspiring—massive, secure, the very heart of our national government’s legislative branch. I remember standing in the Rotunda staring up at the ceiling fresco (The Apotheosis of Washington, painted by Constantino Brumidi in 1865). Was this a temple or a government building? The planners must have had both ideas in mind.
Yesterday the views inside the U.S. Capitol were unbelievably different. Words used to describe what happened there include “mobs desecrated this hallowed building,” “breached,” “unprecedented,” “attack on democracy.” Marble and frescos do not make a nation—people do. And sometimes we try to destroy it.
On Thanksgiving Day, 1993, Heather and I flew to London to visit Patrick. He and his friend Brent were on a four-month BUNAC work abroad experience. Patrick was working in the bookstore at Westminster Cathedral and Brent was in Men’s Fragrances at Harrod’s.
Our last day there, Heather and I went to Windsor Castle, where the grounds spoke of a long history—towers of stone resisting the forces of change and human suffering for almost 1,000 years. The tour guide pointed out the vicar’s home and garden behind this crumbling brick wall. She said the vicar’s young son had recently died in an automobile accident and that this was a very sad time for his family. I spotted a pink rose clinging on—which spoke of the history, the memories, the sorrow and the hope more clearly than the gray towers of Windsor.
What we call the beginning is often the end And to make and end is to make a beginning. The end is where we start from…. The moment of the rose and… the yew-tree Are of equal duration. A people without history Is not redeemed from time, for history is a pattern Of timeless moments. So, while the light fails On a winter’s afternoon, in a secluded chapel History is now and England.